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04 February 2010 @ 07:31 pm
-Kiss me in the rain
-Tell me you think I'm beautiful often
-Kiss me in the middle of a sentence
-Let me walk ahead of you, grab my hand, pull me back right up against you, and kiss me deeply
-Put your arm around my waist and pull me right next to you
-Tell me to smile, when I ask why, tell me its because you think my smile is gorgeous
-Tickle me gently, make laugh
-Put your hand on my cheek, run your thumb gently over it, lean forward & kiss me softly
20 March 2006 @ 03:30 pm
So I haven't like really WRITTEN in this thing in like forever, and now that I have some time to kill, I figure nows as good a time as any!! Amanda and I are just in the library in Dalton killing time until choir, cuz we didn't have English class today, just a meeting with our prof. Which surprisingly despite the fact that I missed his class last Wednesday cuz I was sick, he was totally cool about me being there, he gave me credit and was totally cool about me missing the class, said I didn't even need a doctors note or anything! SCORE for me!! teehee.

Truthfully there really isn't much to write about in this thing, haven't exactly had a whole lot going on in my life. I went home the last like 4 weekends in a row, which is a little out of character for me, but I'm glad I did it defnitely. this last time I came home for the weekend, it was because I was sick and didn't really want to be alone all weekend here at school in case I got worse or something, so Dad drove out here to school to get me, cuz getting a train ticket would have been WAY expensive!! the best part of the weekend though, Bradley drove to Howell early Saturday morning and spent the WHOLE day with me, it was an absolute dream! The last time he drove to see me, was when I got my tonsils out over "winter" break. So it was nice to have him driving to see me, and he told me to expect it to happen a lot more often from now on! :-D that just put a HUGE smile on my face and well...he ALWAYS puts a huge smile on my face no matter what! (cept when we are fighting!! :'-( ) It's getting close to 10 months for him and I now, that will make this my longest offical relationship, and it is already by far my most serious one to date! I love him so much and it's going to be SOOOOOOOO long before I see him again, cuz I absolutely HAVE to stay at school these next two weekends, so thats at last two weeks without each other, plus shortly after that he leaves on his stupid little cruise, I don't even wanna think about that!! BTW, I have to be here at school the next two weekends cuz this weekend I have choir rehearsal on Saturday from 10 o' clock - 1 o' clock and then we have a concert on the 2nd of April the weekend after that. So yeah, I mean its not like I'm skipping out on him just cuz I WANT to be here, its only cuz my grade depends on my presence at both said events. So I will miss my sexy pooh head face, but he knows I love him with all my heart so I hope he isn't too upset about the long period of time.

Lately I've been thinking about my future and how my now major will fit into that (Pre-Law with Political Science and a History minor) and I'm not so sure I'm really feeling that major anymore. Like it doesn't really spark my interest like it used to, the one that really gets to me when it comes into my mind is a Pre-Med major of some kind. Prolly more likely it would be Nursing, not becoming a doctor, thats too much school and WAY too much shit to remember. So I'm thinking before I head home for the summer I will have hopefully offically changed my major from Pre-Law to Nursing or Pre-Med. I think that career would fit me much better and I think in the long run I would be a lot happier with it too. Speaking of my future, Bradley brought up something kind of exciting the other day, see Bradley is studying to become a dentist one day. And his neighbor I guess knows someone who has a dental practice somewhere on the East Coast (he can't remember where exactly) they heard that Bradley wants to be a dentist and basically they offered him a job with their practice right out of school!!! It's pretty exciting cuz that means he and I will have guaranteed source of money after school, we will have to move but at least we will be finacially able to care for ourselves and at least one of us will have a guaranteed job right out of school. I was so happy and so proud when we told me that news, it makes me happy cuz I know he wants me to come with him and it shows me that no matter what we WILL be together always & forever.

So I come home from school for the summer next month, I know I'm already almost done with my freshman year of college!! And when I do come home the first thing I have to do is get a job, SUCKS!!!! But my folks told me if I want to bring a car out here next year I need to pay for it myself, and they are right, I should pay for something like that myself. I'm not 100% sure where I'm gonna look, definitely Hollister in Novi, prolly Buffalo Wild wings in Howell and then a bunch of places out at the outlet mall. Wherever I apply I wanna make sure I could transfer the job out here next year, cuz if I bring a car I will need a job to put gas and shit into it. Mom says she is going to let me get a new car this summer too, cuz mine isn't exactly good for long distance driving and...well I just wanna get rid of it and get one that at least LOOKS a little bit nicer. I still can't believe its almost time for my summer vacation! The high school back home hasn't even had its Spring Break yet! LOL.

I am SOOOOOO looking forward to this summer, my friends and I have so many great plans and Bradley and I have so many great plans. Plus mine and Bradley's one year anniversary is coming up this summer, I hope we end up doing something really really romantic together, I'm sure he has something really sweet planned though. He claims to have something really big and really cute planned, I'm a little skeptical to believe that he really has anything planned at all, but if he says he does, then I guess I will just try to believe him. teehee. Plans consist of a bunch of us renting a cabin on Lake Huron together, going to the Fowlerville Fair and the Hillsdale Fair. Spending lazy days out in the sun and out on the lake in the boat swimming away the afternoon. Going on road trips to random cities up north and just generally spending a lot of time together. Should be a lot of fun and I really can't wait for it to begin.

But anywhooers...it's getting close to that lovely time of day....CHOIR so I will hit the trails and leave all you freaks in the dust!! Have fun reading my totally meaningless ramblings and have an absolutely LOVELY day!!!

much luv to y'all!!

Current Mood: missing him with all my heart
Current Music: the hushed silence that is the music library!!! teehee
27 February 2006 @ 01:12 am
stolen from myself...off another blog i write in occasionally

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